Hiatus

Two reasons for hiatus:
- Creating second blog.
- The deep pit of self criticism is getting deeper the more I try to crawl out of it.

Wednesday, September 21, 2016

Peace

"Some things will last forever." That kind of thinking that some people will always be beside you, help you. "It will stay the same, no matter what." It is so simple to think that way and usually people notice many things when they lose what they had. Sometimes those thoughts appear out of the sudden as well. What would I do if she/he wouldn't be around?

I had this thought this week due to various reasons. One is the following. The weather got a bit colder and there it came, a mouse to the small room beside mine. I noticed her in the evening when all became more quiet. The scratching sound... I seriously dislike these sounds and wouldn't be able to sleep in peace. This scary feeling what if she comes up on my bed hihi I went and woke up mom... The first thought wasn't to limit the animal to the small room but more like someone who would help me out. It made me think. It is not like there was a seriously dangerous animal, but poor little mouse, doing no harm beside eating what she shouldn't and making sounds I don't like. Scaredy-cat me would need to gather 150% courage to act on her own. Silly.

Sunday, September 18, 2016

Heroine disqualified (japanese movie)



Hatori and Rita are childhood friends. When Rita was little, his parents left him alone, he was bullied in school. Hatori was the only one who stood on his side and became his friend. He found her annoying at first, tried to chase her away but she remained close to him.

Years later in school she believes he is the "hero" of the story she is telling and she "heroine" because to her, it seemed obvious they will start dating sooner or later but never said anything about her feelings to him. Then one day, he suddenly starts dating a girl from their school and her seat as "heroine" started to shake. On top of that, the popular boy in school started showing interest in her while she is trying to regain her "heroine" seat.

My rating:  (3/5)



Soft covers notebooks

This time I tried something new and different. I needed a small notebook that wouldn't be heavy for my case german friend gave me on her visit here. I looked through one of my favorite youtuber for some ideas and found it. Actually made two notebooks then. One bit bigger size with around 50 pages and harder pretty paper for the outside covers. And a small one with same number of pages that also perfectly fits in friend's case and I might write important addresses in it so I always have them with me (I sometimes on a whim send some cards or similar things to my friends).

Saturday, September 17, 2016

Precious guest from Germany

After four years I got to see my friend from Germany again. She came to Slovenia and stayed from Thursday the 8th till Monday the 12th September. Here is as short summary of our time together :) 

Friday, September 16, 2016

L _ DK (japanese movie)

Aoi supports her friend when she is about to confess to school's most popular boy, Shuusei, who until now rejected every girl that confessed to him. After yet another negative answer, this time to her friend, Aoi faces him but during it, Shuusei gets slightly hurt. He fakes to be hurt much more than he was to make her take care of him. She takes him home and realizes they are neighbors. After another slight accident at his home, he can't live there for a while and decides to crash into her home. 

How can they cope living in the same home? Will her dislike turn into yet another broken heart? Why does he reject all girls without giving them a chance? 

My rating:  (4/5)





Wednesday, September 14, 2016

Orange (manga and movie)

One day Naho recieves a letter which came from her future self - sent from 10 years in the future. The letter, written as a diary for certain days, states things that will happen to her, her friends and their new transfered student, Kakeru.
Naho at first doesn't believe the contents but she slowly sees that everything the letter says, comes true. The worst part of the letter is that Kakeru, their new friend, won't be with them 10 years in the future. It contains a plea to save him because his death at 17 wasn't an accident. That way she would also save herself and her friends from regrets they would feel later on.
Knowing the future, Naho tries to change the present to save Kakeru, the boy she started having feelings for, just like the letter said she will.
Can she and her friends change the future? What is hiding behind Kakeru's smile? What bothers him so much? How to even help him from himself? Does it mean Naho has to change as well? To not be the girl who hides her feelings, to be more open and face everything head on. But does she have enough courage?

The power of bonding, friendship, companionship, sharing burdens, not giving up and live to be true to yourself so you won't have regrets later. It is really great story. I loved it deeply <3

I also saw there is live-action movie... I SAW IT. I loved it!

Tuesday, September 13, 2016

Short trip to lake Bled

Here are some late pictures I took two weeks ago when I went with my friend to lake Bled, walked uphill to reach a beautiful view point and later enjoyed relaxing down by the lake. 

Wednesday, September 7, 2016

Recently

Past few days were hectic, going here, going there, meeting one, two, three :)

Saturday, September 3, 2016

You are my sunshine (chinese drama)



Story revolves around university sweethears. Mo Sheng, avid photographer, one day takes a picture of Yi Chen sitting at the tree and since that day closely follows him. Slowly he begins to warm up for her as well and they soon became a couple. One day, due to misunderstanding and family issues Mo Sheng flies to america, leaving Yi Chen and everyone else behind. While she thinks Yi Chen never wants to see her again, she is reluctant to return back to China while Yi Chen is really angry with her but keeps waiting for her return. After 7 years she flies back to China and soon afterwards they meet again. Can they return to the way they were before? Can they clear their misunderstandings? Can they overcome the new obstacles, heading their way? 

My rating:  (3/5)

Thursday, September 1, 2016

Ups and downs

I read in my favorite blog today about many different lights there exist, only if you look on the bright side of everything. That friend may not have it easy again, even happy moments are interrupted... I wish her all the well as soon as possible and also good luck next week, keep your light on. Don't let the lights dim, even if that is romantic sometimes. In your case, it's a no-go, okay?